Wishes

Gnawing ache,
out of reach.
Wanting causing pain.
Unapproachable.
One sided affair,
silent glances not returned.
gleams meeting darkness.
Nothing.
Clouds parting.
Bridges built,
tentative.
growing stronger.
Wishes of more.

torn

Out of the dark,
I leave her behind,
Torn apart by state of mind.
I worry night,
I worry day.
I try to keep the shadows away.
They hunt her,
they stay in her mind.
Why did I have to leave her behind.

moontime

Lights shining,
silver light flowing,
starting the change.
Pure of animal,
Shifting in moonlight.
Lithe and strong.

Purity of form,
Melding into the world.
Effortless beauty,
Unseen by mundane.
Forever hidden from unseeing eyes.

Howling lonelyness,
Shivers in the darkness.
Forever to hunt alone.
Obsolete.

Artificially here

Hooked up,
wires to machine,
determining life.
Trapped here.

Flick of a switch,
fading away,
one way, cannot turn on.
Only off.

Beeps constant,
stuck there,
vegetables unmoving.
Artificially here.

washed away

Pumping, swirling,
Leaking through cuts,
thick, pooling.
Precious losses.

Taking the pain,
watching it swirl down,
washed away.

Heart flame

Heart dripping,
facade of red.
No longer pumping.
Stilled in motion.

Misshapen, blockages,
stopping what is needed.
Whithering away.
Shadows to blackness.

Easily forgotten,
Lost among the wreckages
Of others ships.
Burning.

Flame is bright,
Glowing in blackness.
Fireblankets to smother,
the flame is fighting.

Life

Green light,
Filtered chlorophyll,
bathing rocks and water.
Effulgence.

Sparkling, dripping.
Playing over rocks and moss.
Collage of light.

Wind singing, swaying.
Gentle caresses.
Flitting leaves.

Peace without silence,
still thoughts.
Untainted.

Evils

Stuck.
Biting, nibbling away.
Rats, gnawing at bones.
Sirens blazing but no one cares.

Ants squish, burn die.
Replaced by more ants.
No grief among the ants.
the earth grieves not for the loss

Dogs are sniffing for something,
Never existed.
Moles in Molehills
calling their work mountains.

Evil believes it is righteous,
Smearing the mud,
Calling it blood.
Raising the fear.

Snakes in the grass
Slither away.
Promises to return,
But the heart is hopeful

Thoughts

Impacts,
Spirals spinning.
catch myself.
Stop, pause button.

Shadows spreading.
Not as quick,
The thoughts pull me under,
to stop thinking.

Sleep is peace.
Simple thoughts.
Vacuous.

Which Way Is Up?

The dark place.
Enclosing pressure.
Encompassing.

It's dark in here.
No balance,
Shadows destroyed the light

Waves in an ocean,
Crushing down,
Drowning.

Lost,
Directions are spinning.
Which way is up?

Alone

Cold sweeps,
numbness spreads.
Cannot wake, cannot sleep.
Limbo.

Bad places in the clouds.
Storm brewing.
thunder lightning,
swept aside.

bubbles of shadow,
escaping.
Glimmers, echo.
Tidbits of a taste.

Shadowed wings,
Confined, no glimmers left.
Broken feathers
Beauty Gone

The Bear

Bears reaching for honey
Isn't theirs
pushing away by bees.
Ranks, higher than,
Resists change.

Bear with that unnatural.
Taints running true.
The wolf admires the bear,
but cannot touch.
Dirty with the unclean thing.
swiping of claws, bear to the innocent.

shadows sweeps away,
Barriers encompassing.
No turning back.
Damage is done.
The wolf is left to find own pack
Away from the remains
Of what the bear used to be.

Wants

Eyes shining,
Lusts wanting,
Unrequited.
Beats pumping blackness.
Users.
Pathetic in need.
untouched.

Mood

Mood swings

Click different

Changes

Happy Sad

Good bad

Swing Swing

Frustrations

Frustrations, slashing paint

Art of creating. Destroying.

mood has swung. Pendulums

Up down. Higher gives a further fall

Analyse

Analysing

Little point.

Watching for hidden meanings

Assuming purpose

entertainment not analysis